6 Weeks Pregnant
No it can not be,
Please god not me.
But 4 tests later and its confirmed
My stomach churns.
My friend looks at me with great concern.
This is absurd I cannot carry this baby to full term.
10 Weeks Pregnant
I can no longer close my eyes and pretend that this is not happening
Although I can not comprehend I must take action.
What are my options?
Adoption?
Termination?
Or make some alterations
Lay down some foundations
This little life doesn\'t need to be a complication.
16 Weeks Pregnant
The sickness has still not eased
My body is displeased.
20 Weeks Pregnant
Hospital scan
Now I understand
As I hear the heart beat of my baby girl
And the sight on the screen of her little tiny hands.
This is most definitely what god had planned.
26 Weeks Pregnant
She can kick for sure
She always picks the most awkward moments to play.
Dear daughter can you calm those feet down a little today.
30 Weeks Pregnant
I sing to her
I tell her of all the things her mummy desires for her.
36 Weeks Pregnant
I wake up I smile at the shinning sun
Near there little one
Our life together has nearly begun.
40 Weeks Pregnant
In to the labour room I must go.
So Nervous
But I know the joy you will bestow.
One last push the midwife says.
1 Minute Old
5.06 am 8lb6oz
My Beautiful daughter Annie Is born.
I’m mesmerized by her beautiful eyes
Her little tiny hands and feet I’m so pleased to meet
Every doubt faded away
As the love I feel for her will be embedded in me every day.