Dear diary.....
There are a million things that l want to ask you.
Countless questions of which answers can not be found.
I decided if time stood still on me
Then I would rather feel in my dreams
As only in my dreams it lasted forever.
It brought me peace to love from a
Distance.
In which it meant that l wouldnt get hurt again.
I guess I will wait another lifetime
Only to feel again.
As our love was not in the book of life
I only have one request each day
That maybe you can teach me how to love you.
Tell me who you want me to be for you to love me.
It\'s not much but it\'s all I want