The thought of calling someone mine again scares me
The thought of taking that step again keeps me up at night
The thought of feeling that amazing again...
Terrifies me
I\'m so young
I have the rest of my life to find my forever
I\'m still hurting
I\'m still healing
I can\'t bear pushing myself To be ready
Because if I do it won\'t be true
I can\'t bear the thought of falling in love right now
Because if I do then
I\'ll never learn to give myself
the time and love I need
I have too much on my shoulders
There are so many other people out there
So many people I have yet to meet
I\'ll get past this
But right now I need time