Sugar Suicide

Panic attacks





It feels like floating


but not the nice kind, the one that makes you feel free.


the kind where you don\'t want to float


it just happened


the world is disappearing from under your feet


you\'re trying to grab at your rope


then a tree


but everything is getting away from you too fast


and things are turning white as they fade


and the air up here is thin


and my lungs can\'t seem to hold it


I\'m hyperventilating.


my head is in the clouds, but its not a dream.