Sugar Suicide

Panic attacks

 

 

 

 

It feels like floating

 

but not the nice kind, the one that makes you feel free.

 

the kind where you don\'t want to float

 

it just happened

 

the world is disappearing from under your feet

 

you\'re trying to grab at your rope

 

then a tree

 

but everything is getting away from you too fast

 

and things are turning white as they fade

 

and the air up here is thin

 

and my lungs can\'t seem to hold it

 

I\'m hyperventilating.

 

my head is in the clouds, but its not a dream.