It\'s quiet.
Peaceful almost.
Not having you on my mind.
Finally breathing.
What a tough time it has been.
Countless breakdowns.
A little thread still holding on.
Hoping something can happen.
Anything.
Just to feel love from you.
To have you in my life.
Oh, I bet it’s another world.
Never happening.
You have many others to give you what I can’t.
Gives me a break from you.
Not having you in my thoughts is like having a brain.
Being with you made me soft.
Mushy.
Lovey Dovey.
You don’t deserve that.
Such a toxic person you are.
Im happy without you.
Almost too happy.