I have been toiling over

This monumental decision

But my mind keeps clouding

My weary hearts vision


When will I learn

To do things right

How am I able

To keep up this fight


How will I know

I’ve made the right decision

When all I can do

Is fuck up with such precision


I feel trapped in this haze

Of trying to make it all right

But it feels like a losing battle

The harder I fight


I wish I could escape

This darkness and pain

The more I try thinking

Makes me feel like I’m insane


So the time is at hand

And finally choose

Will it be life or death

To finally free me of these blues