I have been toiling over
This monumental decision
But my mind keeps clouding
My weary hearts vision
When will I learn
To do things right
How am I able
To keep up this fight
How will I know
I’ve made the right decision
When all I can do
Is fuck up with such precision
I feel trapped in this haze
Of trying to make it all right
But it feels like a losing battle
The harder I fight
I wish I could escape
This darkness and pain
The more I try thinking
Makes me feel like I’m insane
So the time is at hand
And finally choose
Will it be life or death
To finally free me of these blues