Falling to a floor
The pain didn’t linger
But the fear embedded itself in my mind
Who saw me
Who’s going to talk about me
The anxiety brings the dizziness back
The constant shaking
I don’t remember who picked me up
When I return do I act like nothing happened
All the cords attached to me and all the needles that pricked me
I felt like a guinea pig
I felt helpless
Surrounded by so many people
And still not being able to get up
Laying on the floor, still feeling like falling
How can I face the reality of yesterday
When my anxiety is reliving my worst moments
.t.b.