I haven’t wrote in a while
But lately I’m finding it hard to smile
I cannot sleep
Or feel too deep
So I await the weekend
So I can go on a bend-
er. A vodka shot, probably four
Who am I kidding? It’ll be more
Another goddamn line
As an attempt to feel fine
This isn’t me
Who I’m becoming lately
It’s just a desperate way
At the end of the day
To numb my heart and my mind
From this hurt I try to hide
My friends don’t know
They’re not the reason I go
The intoxication
Is my current fascination
I’m replacing you
With that.