It\'s time to make a promise
To everyone I know
To you, to me
I\'m really letting go
I\'ll cry, I\'ll scream
I\'ll starve and I\'ll lose sleep
I\'ll lock myself alone
This pain is mine to keep
I\'ll grieve and I\'ll wallow
And feel every ounce of hurt
I\'ll open all the wounds you left
And let the memories lurk
I know now, I\'m strong enough
To look you in the eye
Day after day, time after time
And still stand by my goodbye
After all this mess, I\'ve learned
Too much to write in words
But the most important thing
I\'ll promise, and let it be heard
Leaving you is the second worst thing
I can possibly think to do
The first, absolute hardest thing
Is losing me, in you