It\'s a hard pill to swallow.
No, not my medications.
(Though yes some of them are hard.)
It\'s difficult for us to move on with our lives after suffering such loss.
And even more so when the loss has happened over
And over
And over
And over again.
And then one more time.
Just for good measure.
I realize that, yes even though I\'ve been without your company before, I was never without you.
That is why I still mourn this severance.
It is still so fresh.
So raw.
So terribly unforgiving
And yet here I am.
Surviving.