It’s 5am today, I can’t hear the snores
But I’m several deep breaths away from waking.
My alarm won’t wake me - my body will.
I’m used to this now,
But that doesn’t change
How my body feels.
Early mourners;
Early risers,
It\'s not death, but its close.
Like taking center stage at your funeral,
Shedding tears as you share your own eulogy.
He was a great man, so patient
So….
So what!
It doesn’t matter now;
What matters now is now.