You’re in my mind from the moment I wake
Your smile, your laugh, your presence, your touch,
Every minute of every day I feel you
In my heart, on my skin, in my very being… so much.
Why do you love me? Then not love me?
Am I just so easy to play?
My heart is full of love for you, my soul is kind
I don’t understand how you behave this way?
You sought me out, you made a move
I didn’t care too much back then
After all you weren’t free to be mine
I never thought that love would happen.
A game of bat and ball? I am that ball
Back and forth, back and forth
Showing truly how cruel you are
And to you…what I am worth.
Nothing… a deviation from your mediocre life?
How good an actor you are?
And how foolish was I to believe you?
Why did I let it go this far?
You took my heart and ripped it out
Not once, not twice…but time and again
The man I thought I loved doesn’t exist
Or so I thought.. or think…but then
I see you and the feelings rush back
My head screams walk away
But my heart wins every time
And I live to be hurt another day.