Hidden emotion

My thoughts

My thoughts control my body

I try to control my thoughts but they don’t listen 

I try to hide my thoughts but I’m scared to let them out 

why do I have to have these thoughts 

WHY ME 

my body is tired 

my brain is awake 

they keep me up 

I’m begging for help 

no one can hear me 

I’m 6 feet deep 

I’m screaming for help 

I’m sinking deeper 

no one can hear me 

I close my eyes and hope it’s a dream 

I awake in the same darkness 

HELP ME 

my screams turn to echos 

I’m alone 

in the dark 

just me and my thoughts 

just like they wanted