Been A Few Months Now Since The Last Time I’ve Said Your Name,
My Nights Are Lonely,
You Ain’t Here To Hold Me,
I Just Have Myself To Blame.
Baby Tell Me, What Happened To The Magic We Used To Share?
All That Bullshit You Filled My Head With To Make Me Believe That You Fuckin’ Cared!?
As The Days Go By, I Start To Notice How Much Of Myself I Gave Away,
Took Me 10 Years To Finally Admit To Myself That The Whole Time I Was Just Getting Played!
Sometimes I Feel Nothing.. Like You Never Existed At All,
Other Times I’m Dying And Drowning Myself With All Of This Alcohol.
I Hate You One Morning, And Then I Love You The Next,
I Don’t Want You To Call, But I Still Wish You’d Text.
Im Too Afraid To Answer, Im Not Sure About How I Would Feel,
I Keep Telling Myself That Our Story Was Bullshit, It Was Never Even Fucking Real.”
Why Would You Call Me? When I Know You Got Somebody Else?..
I Hope You’re Happy Without Me Because I Swear Without You Its Been HELL!
Walking Away Was The Hardest Thing I Ever Had To Do,
I Wasn’t Sure Who I Was Anymore, I Lost Myself When I Fucking Lost YOU.
You Left Me Numb.. My Heart Was Ignored,
You Crushed My Dreams And Walked Out That Door,
How Could You Kill My Spirit, And Mess With My Head?, I Don’t Even Write Anymore!
I Don’t Fucking Write Anymore!
I Wont Lie.. I Still Have Your Pictures, Their Just Too Hard To Delete,
Their The Only Memories I Have With You And Without Them I’m Just Incomplete.
Whenever I Listen To ‘Moonlight’.. I Cant Explain How Much That Shit Hurts,
My Head’s Fucked Up And Now My Heart’s Broken I Cant Tell Which One Feels Worse!
I’ve Been Hurting, You Aint Here,
Why Did You Have To Disappear?
Why Did You Have To Break Our Promise And Leave Me In Fucking Tears?
All This Anxiety In Public, I Act Cool And Grab All The Attention,
Little Do People Know Deep Down I’m Really Drowning In This Depression.
Without You By My Side, My Life Just Ain’t The Same,
You Belong To Me And You Know It, You’re Forever My TWIN FLAME!
I’m So Tired Of Being Alone,
I Just Want You To Come Home,
You’re My Only One, The Smartest The Most Gorgeous Girl I’ve Ever Known.
I Love You.