Kurt Philip Behm

Lies To Withstand (+13)

Journalistic integrity…

  give me a break

 

Your lies are on fire,

  there’s hell at the gate

 

Journalistic integrity,

  the wages of sin

 

All truth has been twisted,

  your speech has worn thin

 

Journalistic integrity,

  oxymoron disclosed

 

Two words now in conflict,

  their corruption exposed

 

Journalistic integrity,

  death by your own hand

 

All blame you relinquish

  —your lies to withstand

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

Memory Hacked

 

When you’re inside,

  you can always get out

 

But stuck outside,

  you must plead and then shout

 

“please let me

 “please let me

  “please let me in”

 

This darkness unending,

  my veneer wearing thin

 

“please let me

 “please let me

  “please let me back”

 

My key has been stolen

  —my memory hacked

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

Glass Houses

 

Stopping just short of judgment,

  his mind took a leap

 

Whose soul rose as substance,

  now ready to speak

 

Words before never uttered,

  or spoken in vain

 

This acknowledgement followed,

  crying out in refrain…

 

“The joy in the brotherhood

   all torment by choice

 

 “To share in celebration,

   we alone can’t rejoice

 

 “The critic inside us,

   the judger of sins

 

 “Is best left in silence,

   till it targets within”

 

As time will remind us,

  and these words will recall

 

All biting reprisal

  —the coward’s downfall

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

 

Daniel

 

Remembering my Grandfather,

  forgetting my Dad

 

Wanting to be near him,

  paternal influence bad

 

He loved without question,

  his smile blocked the sun

 

And without his embracing

  —my life on the run

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

 

Lost Sounds

 

Written fragments

Broken songs

Stepping stones

To hope beyond

 

Music absent

Long at bay

Vagrant notes

  —last wish to play

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

Twins Of Siam

 

You stir it one way, and they the other,

  but the mixture stays just as hot

 

You attack their motives, and they attack yours,

  while the contents boil and rot

 

“It needs to be this way”… the other side revolts,

  “Your mind’s faulty with avarice and greed”

 

The pot has simmered; the broth is thick,

  and its bottom not easy to see

 

A mutual exclusion, first left and then right

  a feast—all soul’s consumed

 

With spoon or fork, its offering slick,

  when the bowls come out at noon

 

In single file, day turns into night,

  pointed talk with nothing said

 

Both cupboard’s bare, two rat’s within,

  guarding their last crust of bread

 

When the final story is written and told,

   of what in concert you destroyed

 

A drum will beat, zero-sum complete,

  leaving you soulless—but still conjoined

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June,2016)

 

 

 

In Your Eyes

 

Day surrounds your memory,

  as evening frames your smile

 

But what I most remember

  —is morning in your eyes

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

Transformed Divine

 

Reading for inspiration

  and not for fact

 

The words paint a picture

  in my mind

 

Like dominoes falling

  one by one

 

Each letter then the next

  so inclined

 

My fingers enliven

  and start to draw

 

A vivid story

  new image sublime

 

All colors reborn

  as each phrase is set free

 

The ink now transformed

  —and divine

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

 

Until It Will

 

It isn’t…

  until it is

 

It wasn’t…

  until it was

 

It shouldn’t be…

  until it should

 

It won’t be…

  —until it will

 

 (Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

\'At Bay\'

 

Start looking outside your frame of reference,

  for that which will stand you alone

 

Stop longing for praise or high endorsement,

  things only borrowed or loaned

 

Start feeling those words you preach unto others,

   no longer hiding yourself away

 

Stop blaming the time and the message it brings

  —for those excuses that keep you ‘at bay’

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

The Dance

 

Prose or Poetry,

  the music is calling

 

A waltz or a tango

 —conjecture or blood

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)

 

 

Academia\'s Lantern

 

Formal education,

 requires a fence

 

With borders to confine,

 and logic intense

 

Three letters that matter,

 the I, S, and M

 

Each school suffixed over,

 its member’s defend

 

Realism, Rationalism,

 Idealism all…

 

Each name its own failing,

 as verity calls

 

 True thought has no class

 or Academie named

 

It stands on its own,

 the truth its sole claim

 

With knowledge in conflict,

 the days turn to night

 

Academia’s lantern

 —burned out in the fight

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)

 

 

 

The Devil\'s Luck

 

You can’t step into the same river twice,

 and have the water be the same

 

You can’t throw wishes into the wind,

 and recall them time unclaimed

 

You can’t put a baby back in the womb,

 once the cord of life has been cut

 

And you can’t change a lie into the truth,

 your intention—the devil’s good luck

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)

 

 

Darkness To Dawn

 

No one ever dies for an idea,

 until it changes to a feeling

 

No one ever dies for a feeling

 —until darkness points to dawn

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)