I hate you
I hate you because you
you are a mirror of me.
I hate you because you show me
how weak I am
and tell me its strength.
You keep me up late at night
You force me
to hold back from life.
You tell me in just one more week
two more weeks with you
everything is fine.
You tell me you
encourage, but you
seek only to destroy.
You make me want to kill myself
but if I die I won\'t
reach your goal.
Your standard is a curse
and I am an explorer
in a labyrinth.
You are vice
which means I
have sinned.
You are the reason for my every waking second
You\'re a punishment
You\'re my breath
You\'re a coward
You\'re clingy
You\'re a badge
You\'re a sash on my chest
You\'re my eyes
You\'re my brain
You\'re my personality
You\'re a demon
You\'re a killer
You\'re a prison for those unlucky enough to believe you.
and I need you
You\'re the double hips
and round stomachs
and flabby arms
You are my worst enemy
The ground I stand on
The legs I stand with
You are a plague
That I was willing to catch.
You\'re my outfits
that I, myself, dawned.
You kill me.
You drain me.
Please
Stay
just two more weeks.
One more week.
stay.