This can\'t be real
The arguments you can\'t be serious
Refuse to heal and to feel
Hide hide from this all
Run run I can\'t go further
Its night I feel tired nothing but rest
Mind fills the thoughts its all but a pest
I don\'t want this and I now you do too
Is this really real
Life is ruthless
But that\'s not what I want
I can get through this
But what to do if your all alone
Lost in darkness of the night
No where to go no one to hold you
All I want is life life not to fear from
Is this really real
Father I know this ain\'t real
Father is not real
I\'m on my own
The anxiety is gone I\'m free
The weight is gone I can breath
Years go by I need love I want love
I want to give love to feel loved
I really never had it
The attention maybe I\'m all alone
Fear spread in my mind
Death is rolling near
An angel appears with comfort
I can give you my fears
Find comfort in your arms
What\'s going on I\'m alone
It was a lie fear has come back
I can\'t run anymore I\'m stuck
The weight I\'m losing breath
Please save me once again Angel
I wish I had my Angel back
Its all gone I\'m alone
No connection the feeling she\'s gone
Im blind once again where do I go
I\'m truly lost to a father I want to be
A life I want to start
But the weight on my shoulders
The pain in my chest
I\'m suffocating with fear
The father is not real or am I not real
I\'m lost once again trapped with fear