I will always love you and there is no questioning that, but what you have done is too hurtful beyond words. I can no longer forgive and forget anymore. I warned you and warned you until i cant anymore. I trusted you and trusted you till you lied too much that i can’t anymore. I loved you and loved you till it hurt but can’t anymore. You were my soul mate, my best fiend, my other half and life itself. But i can’t take anymore, you’re destroying me. I was once such a strong woman when i met you that has now grown into someone that very much feels like a push over, someone you can walk all over and do what you like but no matter what i would always take you back. I can’t anymore. You’ve turned out just like the others, which by no mean i wanted you to. A ring on my finger that once held so many happy memories, of a happy home. how could it become so sad? left back in the box it came with, on the bedside table with a note saying “i can’t anymore”. I’m sorry i can’t write anymore as i can no longer read the words i want to hit your head and heart as instead my tears are hitting the paper i write on. But, i want you to look and realised you caused this, you did have a choice. But you chose not to take it. Sadly, that’s the choice that’ll now eat you up as i leave. I wish i could just give you one final hug, before i walk out of the door leaving the words “i can’t anymore” to perish in your mind.
Love always,
N x