It\'s been a few minutes and it hurts
But it will hurt the worst when I wake up tomorrow and remember
And no excuse can affect the mental weight that\'s been added
My feeling are getting hard to hide
I\'m living behind a mask
I threw it away on my out
I moved away from someone I thought I\'d be able to love
But when they have a mask of their own when I\'m not around
And I\'m blissfully unaware
Emotions are building like a tsunami and it\'s crashed down
Buildings ruined and only a few hearts are still beating
And a week from now will I be cleaning the mess
Or will I still be laying on the broken scraps
Smoking out what ifs
Recreating the feeling of a hand in mine
How many mornings before I fully remember that I don\'t have to force a smile
When will I stop blaming myself
For having emotions and not having a broken heart out of sympathy?
.t.b.