dusk arising

when out of my thoughts

 


in my life
theres one big thing
makes me cry
ive given up
asking why
and thru all the shit
that life hands me down
theres nothing
it can do to me
to take the pain away
it comes at me
when im relaxing
and its passed
outta my thoughts
when some dumb
happy ending movie
brings the tears
right back
and they flow
and yes
I sob like a baby
but whats the use
what is the use in anything
along this hopeless line
if you know me
then you will know
my undying humour
and my one
chink of joy is that
although she is
deprived of speech,
social graces, education,
conventional intelligence
and communication
my darling daughter
is blessed with joy
and she smiles
 and giggles a lot