Lost a lot of people that I miss
did things that I wish I didn’t
wishing that things could be alittle different
Want my life to be fucking taken
the pain that I feel is always hidden
always feeling numb
always feeling like I’m the one who did it
never wanted to be this kid
always wanted to be something bigger
I can’t even take my life I wish Someone did it
never felt like I belong
I wish I just had a home
I’m always feeling alone
I just wish I did something different