lonelyraccoon

Hypo-Mania

Why am I just letting happiness slip in between

my fingers

I\'m only too much these days

I want to enjoy the time I have

When I\'m enjoying life

But I\'m pulling myself out of it

Just because it doesn\'t feel right

I want to leave my body and explain face to face

That as long as I\'m responsible

Why can\'t I have fun

Look at yourself

You are present

There\'s no longer that film in your eyes

That covered the amazing views hidden everywhere

I used to laugh at myself in the mirror

Now I stare

Sometimes I cry as well

My past is blending with my present

The things I say and do

Remind me of the last time I did these things

I\'m in a good place

To have these emotions

I beg myself

\"Use your words.\"

.t.b.