Why am I just letting happiness slip in between
my fingers
I\'m only too much these days
I want to enjoy the time I have
When I\'m enjoying life
But I\'m pulling myself out of it
Just because it doesn\'t feel right
I want to leave my body and explain face to face
That as long as I\'m responsible
Why can\'t I have fun
Look at yourself
You are present
There\'s no longer that film in your eyes
That covered the amazing views hidden everywhere
I used to laugh at myself in the mirror
Now I stare
Sometimes I cry as well
My past is blending with my present
The things I say and do
Remind me of the last time I did these things
I\'m in a good place
To have these emotions
I beg myself
\"Use your words.\"
.t.b.