it happened again,
I let him in,
let myself believe that he loved me
im a fool
I dived in eyes closed
held my breathe and leaped
into his arms and him into my heart
Will it always be this way
me loving ferociously
getting nothing in return
22 years on this earth
everyone ive ever loved
has always left.....
maybe one day i\'ll find him
a man who loves as i love
whole heartily, unconditionally
uncontrollably. undeniably
but until then i will wonder
what makes them leave
why arent i enough
how could i be better
how can i make them stay?
M.