I woke up today and I felt...
good?
i woke up today and didn’t worry
didnt worry about why you were ignoring me
didn\'t worry about what I had done
didnt worry about how I could fix it
because it was over... we are over
I didn’t think I would feel relived
but I do?
after spending weeks wondering
why you didn’t call me pet names anymore,
why you wouldn’t hold my hand,
why did you seem so distant?
but that was your intention
to distance yourself from me
so that it wouldn’t hurt me as much
and for that I can’t help but love you
I will miss the way you held me
every time we shared a bed
how you would kiss my hair
i will miss my favourite kisses
The 3 on my cheek
But I won’t miss you
because this time I’m lucky
this time we’re still good friends
M.