Dear mum,
I swear I\'m not crazy.
Just hollow.
Crazed for hunger.
Crazed for perfection.
I\'m sorry mum if I ever hurt you.
If it ever hurt to look at me
Pale face and hollow cheeks.
Eating less and losing more.
Yet you never suspected
Since I had no scars to show it.
I\'m so sorry mummy.
But I\'m happier.
I\'m calories
weight
sweat
tears.
Falling
Sinking
Drowning.