why do i jump to your arms
why do i need to wake up for you and set my alarms
why do i daydream impossibles of your lips
why do i sail for you when you sink my ships
i’m drowning in disbelief
knowing that you think of me to would bring me great relief
is it you that i want
or is it the loneliest nights and my brain that you haunt
i cant help but want to flaunt
but it’s my heart that you taunt
i just want somebody to want me to
but no matter what i do they’ve never went fully through
they leave and flake in the middle
it’s like they only want just a little
in my head i tell myself i don’t need a man to fulfill my loneliness
but reality strikes at night when my bed feels the loneliest
so i will act as if i’m independent and stable
but if you tell me to play hard to get i won’t be able