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Dreaded Words

The words your biopsy had come back showing an early cancer

Playing on a constant loop

Sitting with the oncologist, I watch his lips move but all I can hear is my own pulse in my ears, quickening

The air in the room is harder to find I know I’m breathing but my chest feels like it’s about to explode

Cancer is the only word I keep hearing

I nod my head as he explains my surgery and I take all the leaflets graciously even though I know I won’t read them

I want to live , I want to live

-Angelina Galeano-