Nicki Jackson

The Worst Feeling Ever

I met this boy and he helped me get over the last. Every time I got a message from him, my heart would beat fast. I gave him my time and I gave him my love. I thought I was finally going to be happy. I found someone who cared about me. It only lasted for a moment, it ended too soon. He blocked me on everything in the middle of the night. I woke up with no reason why he did this to me. I have no idea what I did wrong. I told him at the beginning all I wanted was honesty and he could not even give me that. I will never hear from him again. My heart breaks when I think of him and when I come across photos of us. I ask myself why am I not worth an explanation, why did he want to hurt me? I just wanted to make him happy. Now I lay in bed at night trying not to think about him. The thought of him slips into my mind and I start to cry. I turn on the TV and try to think about something else. Morning comes and I get ready for my day, I open my closet and see his shirt. I open up my jewelry box and see the bracelet he gave me. I smile and remember what he said: “ Wear this and you will always have me with you wherever you go.” I thought what we had was special. I guess I was wrong and I’ll never know what happened. I need to move on. I need to take some time for myself but I ended up being stupid and if you are reading this the story continues. To continue on go to the beginning and read again because I-