Robotic.
I was cold in your presence...I was lost, empty, emotionless. But then you kissed me, I liked your soft wet lips on mine...but as you felt on my body, memories forced themselves out of my inner core. I told myself to pull it together, I apologized to my Heavenly Father and aloud myself to let go....I had another man on me...slowly working himself inside of me. Everything I carried from my past flowing out with every touch, kiss, rub, and stroke. I no longer have only “him” inside of me.
I am a new women. Telling myself it’s ok to let go. Although I know it’s not. But I enjoyed every minute of my uncensored ways with you.