I might not like u to know it,
but my thoughts do often turn to you,
with a depth of affection and longing,
that things could be different and new.
if I could start out all over again,
and not make those mistakes I regret,
if only you\'d seen I was real for you,
there\'d be nothing impossible for you to forget.
and this birthday wish isn\'t easy to do,
for in truth there\'s much more I could give to you,
all you\'ll see is bravado, me having a laugh,
but don\'t ever imagine I don\'t regret our past