Aa Harvey

The life that I live

The life that I live

Time is not infinite; life is only finite.

Please do never waste my time, for I only have this one life.

The day are not all numbered, we have only just begun to love.

This love you people speak of…will it ever be enough?

I can repeat the mistakes and I can make a change,

But I chose to do neither; I must find my way,

To become a better human being.

I have never been like you with your liar’s true feelings.

In the pit of my stomach I know there is really nothing wrong,

But still I go on passionately apathetic to all the faults you own.

I am not saying I deserve this or regret hearing what you want;

I am simply stating that I hate you for leaving me all alone.

My water is so full of salt, drinking leaves me crazy.

This glass is no longer drinkable, for it tastes of forgotten ladies.

I am forever dying from your thirst,

Without the realization that love is my curse.

Forever searching inside illusions;

My ghostly hands look real to me.

I am lost in a place of complete confusion;

I am lost in your reality.

Negative is my positive;

I carry lightning with my thunder.

Behind sunglasses I hide behind eye-lids,

This cursed spell I am under.