Can I Die Just for a Day
Can I die just for a day.... Escape the drowning emotions.... The fear, the loss, the guilt, the shame It’s all my fault, all my choice... The corner was dark and cold before... But it was safe and constant.... Can I die just for a day.... Stop the feelings, stop the shame... I don’t want to face the day today... The day is heavy with my guilt... The day is heavy with my shame... I broke my heart all by myself... Can I die just for a day.... Check out of reality and sleep... Rest my weary muscles and mind... Allow my body to feel and stop avoiding.... Today makes me feel not good enough... Today makes me feel alone..... Today makes me feel scared.... Today I feel lost... Can I die just for a day.... Allow my weary mind and body to rest.... My strength has wavered.... Gods throne room seems miles away.... The enemy whispers your a failure and covered in blood.... If only you were stronger and clean If only you were worthy.... Can I die just for a day?...