You were the one who was supposed to hold my hand
You were the one who was supposed to protect me
You were the one who was supposed to hold me after my first heart break
But you weren\'t
Where were you dad?
Sure I had my step dad but I needed YOU
Where were you daddy?
When I cried myself to sleep wondering if you loved me
I\'m your own flesh and blood
How could you abandon me
I trusted you to always be there
To be the hand to guide me
Now I know where you were
You were home relaxing
I never crossed your mind
And when I did, it wouldn\'t be taxing
The memory of abandoning me
Never haunts you
Please daddy
Where were you
Tell me I\'m wrong
That you love me
Tell me I\'ve done enough to be worth something
Tell me I\'m not a failed abortion
Everyday you call
To remind me how useless I am
You\'ve grown into being the hand that guides me
But you don\'t guide me down a bright path
I try to please you
To make you proud
But in return you tell me I should have committed suicide when I had the chance
You\'re my dad
I didn\'t know I\'d need protection from you too
I thought you\'d be the one to take me to my first daddy daughter dance
I never went
I thought you\'d be the one to meet my boyfriend and get to know him
I\'m sorry I\'m not good enough daddy
I love you with all my heart though
I\'ll always try to make you proud even if it ends with my blood on your hands
You wanted me dead anyways didn\'t you?
You were the one who was supposed to guide me
You were the one
The hand to guide me.