I am an emotional wave
I don\'t want to be any other way
If I was to cast that all aside
I should of given up
When I wanted to die
Many years have come from then
The child that didn\'t know how to defend
Lost in a world of unable to fit in
Just no good everywhere I went
Every failure still brings up many tears
Of violent consequences of the years
Accusations of actions, who built the first fear
What beliefs are reality, am I on the tip of insanity
People think I over think and this maybe true
But it\'s nothing compared, to the emotions that I feel
Right now my battle is what reality tunnel am I seeing
Is it from the perceptions I\'m told or from what I feel deep in my soul
I guess only time will tell
One thing I know is I\'m not here for money or fame
This was not something I have always wanted to do
I didn\'t spend my life learning the best way to articulate, accurately.
I am on this path because of the fear, from fight or fight
This occupation choose me, to help me understand myself better
Helping me heal this inner vibration of powerlessness
I have no need to fight
I have no need to run
I have the poetic power
I have listened with love
Everything is going to be alright