I dreamt about you again
And the tears came again
I don\'t fight them anymore
There\'s no point
I put on a charade
Tell them I don\'t care
And act angry or indifferent
But I\'m not
I\'m broken
And lost
I thought it hurt
When my dog died
Or when Gigi went to heaven
I thought a friend\'s betrayal
Or fighting with Mom and Dad
And running away
Was the most painful
And difficult trial
But when you closed that door
Told me to go away
That\'s when I knew
What true heartbreak
Feels like
It feels like nothing
Like a hollow knocking in your chest
You breath and your heart beats
You eat, sleep
Wake up, go to work
And repeat
You\'re alive
But you aren\'t living
Every thought
Is a memory
When I think of you
I think of us
Goofing off
And laughing
Inseparable
The perfect duo
I wish none of it happened
I wish you would talk to me
I don\'t know your phone number
But I send you letters
And even though
You don\'t respond
I want you to know
I love you
And I miss you