Have you ever thought
about what you Would say
In a suicide note
Well I have
Dear Mom:
I would’ve stayed
But you didn’t want me
I was constantly a bad sister
Wasn’t a great daughter either
Can’t say I blame you
for always telling me
That I was shit
Dear Dad:
I would’ve stayed
Mostly for you
You told me you were proud
And supported me
But I hurt when you thought
I couldn’t because I was a girl
Dear Sis:
I would’ve stayed
Maybe a little longer
If you weren’t constantly
Needing attention
You left me no air to breathe
But overall you were okay
Dear My Friends:
I would’ve stayed
If y’all maybe cared
Not one of y’all ever liked me
Not one of y’all supported me
Y’all all were too competitive
And so fake
But hey as long as everyone else
likes you
Dear My boyfriend:
I would’ve stayed
And for you
it would have been worth it
Sometimes you messed up
But you loved me for me
Never wanted me to change
And were my best friend
And for that I truly have always
Loved you
Dear the world:
I would’ve stayed
But don’t you understand
You ruined me
How could I live up to standards
Fix yourself before you lose
Everyone
Because I’m already gone