Are you my soulmate?
This is a question I regularly ask myself
Whether single or in a relationship
I\'m never surprised when the answer is no
I spend the hours scrolling through quotes
Only to feel my heart pang one more time
The way I yearn to feel such a connection
The fears that I never will
I wonder somedays if I\'ve given you up
Or merely said you were nothing more than a friend
Are you my soulmate just as my friend?
Reading quotes now only digs into my heart
Makes me wonder if it\'s you or Not
I wonder if our first kisses meant the same to you
I wonder if you\'ll just hurt my heart with the answer
Are you my soulmate?
I want to say yes, you are, and we\'ll be happy forever
However, I also fear the answer will be no
You\'ve rejected me a few times
Yet the way we\'ve been lately has my heart hoping
But not in an anxiety sense
You make me feel calm and complete
The way we can be the same yet opposite
You used to give me butterflies
But the more we talk, the more I feel it unnecessary
There is no reason to fear losing you anymore
Are you my soulmate?
I\'ve been asking for signs from the world
Simple things, like a text or a call
The way you call me Sunshine, the impact of meaning
The way I feel we don\'t need words to speak
How you always know how to make me happy
And you remember things even if you claim you don\'t
The way you seem to break all of your rules for me
Are you my soulmate?
You make my confidence raise
And my mood improve
Somehow, you make me change myself for the better
Despite not saying you\'re going to leave if I don\'t
How we\'ll plan future trips and visits
I yearn to see you more than once per year
Ever since the kisses we shared that afternoon
It feels as if I need you by my side more often
The way my whole world melted around me
Those kisses made me feel complete
They weren\'t like any I\'ve had in the past
Sure the technique was the same, but the feeling
How it felt to have your lips pressed against mine
Hugging you felt almost natural
Running into your arms
Feeling your body pressed up against mine
Are you my soulmate?
I wonder that when I read that certain poem
And how I can hear you smile through the phone
Your smile in our photo together that afternoon
And how you think waking me up is a bad thing
Despite knowing I\'d do anything for you
Hearing you chuckle when I get shy or teased
The way we match each other\'s sarcasm
How we seem like the most perfectly imperfect pair
I don\'t care what people thought seeing us together
Seeing you hold my hand, hug me tight, pull me close
Even the poor folks who witnessed those kisses
Are you my soulmate?
Only time may tell me that
One thing is for certain
At the time being, I know that I love you
Despite being too scared to say it directly to you
I want you to know that I love you everyday
Even when we don\'t talk that day
If we don\'t talk for over a week because we\'re busy
I love you despite people telling me not to fall again
Despite the distance and the lack of transportation
There\'s no way I couldn\'t with how you make me feel
Calm and relaxed yet hyper and excited
When you let me ramble on about my day
Even if it\'s things no one but me cares to know
So much of what you do and say makes my day
I will ask only one more time
Mainly to just ease my mind
One final time I ask this important question
The one that can fill or empty my hopes
Are you my soulmate?