Tonight is one of those nights
One of the nights where i lie awake
Trying to understand what has been bothering me
What has been weighing on my shoulders so heavily
What has been forcing me into having such thoughts as the ones i try so hard to hide away
Stressed for reasons i cannot explain
Hurt with no bruises to show for it
Words i have built up to speak but cant seem to open my mouth
Unfamiliar emotions
I cant seem to be at peace