The only happiness I feel these days is the kind that is fleeting
Most days, I just want my heart to stop beating
Maybe there’s a problem with the way that I’m wired
But maybe if I do it, they’ll believe that I’m tired
The only one who gets me doesn’t want me anymore
And I’m feeling more and more like there’s nothing to live for
They wonder sometimes why I seem blue
And it’s cause I don’t want to live without you
They take a look at me and tell me that I’m thinning
Little do they know a huge part of me is missing
I need you like I need oxygen in the air
Someone has it out for us and it just isn’t fair
I really don’t know if I’ll ever be okay
So long as you don’t want me and you’re light years away
I hate everything and I hate this world
For taking love away from an already lonely girl
Will it give me what I want if I suddenly fall ill?
Or will my thoughts and agony always haunt me still?
Will they hear my cries from beyond the bathroom door?
Or will they think I’m lying and continue to ignore?
I think I need some help and I need it pretty fast
So I can find a kind of happiness that might actually last