I lie here thinking about you
Like I always am
Pain blurring my vision
Ringing in my ears
Piercing my head
I’m so in love with you
And I’m so heartbroken
I miss you so much
The way I long for you, a longing I’ve never known before
I need you
I need your kind words and your healing touch
And I need to give you mine
But you can’t
And I can’t
And nothing has ever hurt me more
I need peace
I want to jump off a height
Find solace and mercy in the concrete
Endless peace
No need to wake up in pain anymore
The only thing stopping me
Is you
Because if I ever get to have you
If we ever find each other again
And allow love to weave our hearts together
Then all this suffering
Will have been worth it
Every tear
Every heart clench
Every gasp for air
You’re worth a lifetime of it