i wonder why i can’t connect
why i can’t get close as everyone else does to their friends
why have my connections failed with people
am i just not as outgoing as i think i am?
i’m fun and bubbly and care free
but am i the only one who thinks that of me?
i wonder if this is the place i’m just not meant to be
that is why the universe doesn’t let me tie myself down with people, it wants me to be free
maybe i’ll move away and meet the people i’ll love for a long time
maybe i need to go find myself where my roots aren’t bulging out of the dirt
is it wrong i feel like moving from family won’t hurt?
i need to replant myself and grow green
maybe go to the islands and never be seen
i’ve been feeling so disconnected from everyone here
i feel empty and sad but i shed no tear
because i know my dreams and where they will take me
maybe i’ll learn how to surf on the coast of oregon or hawaii