i said never settle for a decent love
i’ve been waiting for the sparks to get brighter
and the love high to get higher
i asked do you love me after you’ve already said it many times before
and you’re usually a truthful man so you said sometimes
in my head i freaked out and all my insecurities swarmed my mind
i’ve just been blind
because how could you say you love someone at a time that you don’t?
i won’t give up for a love that’s true and filled with sparks, i just won’t
that’s when i knew i let myself down
i can feel my legs getting weaker
i can feel my ears only hearing what they want
i can feel my imagination making me think you love me
i can feel myself settling for a decent love
and it’s tearing me apart internally
i’ve been free and awake ready to climb mountains that are steep
but your kiss has made me lay down and not say a peep
i know i love you
you’re my last thought of the night and day
the only thing that will push me away
is loving me sometimes and that’s exactly what you say
i need a love that’s mad and crazy romantic
you say that doesn’t exist and that makes me kinda frantic
because that’s your way of saying we will never be madly in love
i can’t handle being that shallow i need to be above
i love you and that will never change
but we both need mad love to exchange