brothervilheim

The monster called anxiety

The monster just won\'t let me be

I shuffle through each day worriedly 

Struggle to breathe cause someone said hello to me

Man I hate this anxiety

It claws it\'s way through from thoughts subconsciously until it takes over my entirety 

Oh the irony that this mentality just generates yet more calamity 

I hate my anxiety but the monster is swarming me

The beast in me that makes me speak angrily 

This idiosyncracy of my individuality that keeps me living behind a metaphorical palisade I think will grant me safety. 

Thoughts lonely

Eternally my own worst enemy

Controlled by the monster inside me