As the tears roll down my face,
l feel so out of place.
I feel so irritable and so angry,
How can anyone stand to be around me.
I\'m so depressed and so blue,
I literally don\'t know what to do.
I hate who I have become,
I can\'t stand the thought of being mean to you,
I can\'t stand the thought of ever losing you.
I feel like no one understands me,
And they think it\'s just crazy old me.
I take these feelings and turn them into a rhyme,
In hope\'s they will somehow correct my mind.
Sorry to be so crazy and so stupid too,
Lately it seems to be the only thing I do.
I\'m so sorry but this isn\'t the real me,
So Kathy I pray that you will believe me,
I also pray that you will forgive me.
From now on they\'ll be no excuses anymore,
I just really care and so in love with you.