I am looking for myself
in it all, but I can\'t I will
just go.
To fall.
What is not
best suited for me.
I have grown too
from this too big
to fit in with the small stuff.
Too big I suppose.
For you all.
The place I am in.
Chalked off.
In this
insignificant and droll.
In creature
comforts; know your role.
...in these dark waters too close to each other.
To know who you are without it.
I want to believe in the dream
of a big fish swimming free.
I\'ll take it in, as for my health
to swim with you in this place.
In my own bed of coral rocks and
sand pebbles.
With those that share the same
space and not feel it is going
to shatter and break.
But I wanted to explore
where there are those
like this big fish maybe?
But will it lead to disasters
where what is this home?
Is where I was in place.
More than a little uncomforting
to challenge your spaces.
Is it even possible?