I used to play the piano all the time
I couldn’t go a few day without playing it
And when we traveled I’d be dying to play it
Now I rarely touch the keys
I’m too busy to even bother
I haven’t played like I used to in months
It’s so sad
And i want to play
But I’m so busy
I love to play
I just don’t really have time
Anymore
I get home
I relax for awhile
And then go see the horses
I don’t have time
And it’s so sad
I don’t have time
I don’t have time for so many things
I love to read
But I haven’t truly read a book in my free time
Not like I used to
I’m running out of time
I don’t know what to do
I want the old me
The always happy me
The one that reads
The one that plays the piano for hours
But she’s lost
She’s buried away
And I don’t know where
And I don’t know how
To get her back
And I’m afraid I can’t try
Because I don’t have time
I don’t have time
I’m running out
I’m slowly falling apart
And I need help
Some people show stress easily
But I don’t
I just pretend I’m not
Because maybe then I won’t be
But I am
I have been for so long
I’ve pretty much been stressed since June
Everyday I worry
And every night it hunts me down
And taunts me
And I don’t know what to do
Because I don’t have time
I’m running out
I’m slowly falling apart
I need help
And I’m broken
Shattered apart
By this monsterous world