Dear sun
I thought to never talk to you these many years to come
I treated you like a enemy
Even though you where so kind to me
I pushed you away because your kindness to me was just a tease
How you shine so bright surrounded by light
Impossible to me
And I was blind to see many things
now all that stops here
When you come up and I look in the sky
I wonder why I hated you so much
Why you made me cry
But you know what they say
You only hate the things you fear
Or you can\'t have
I had no light I had no energy
I was comfortable with night the sun coming up just seem nonessential to me
Everything that haunted me did it at day
In a way like if it was wearing a mask laughing in my face
It knew I was acting
Knew I was faking a smile
Watched me
Answer the question if I was ok and how was my day
I hated it
I hated you
How you shined on my skin allowing people to see me within
I hated that
And that\'s the truth
But now all that has changed
I never want you to fade away any of these days
You are now apart of my parade
Showing the me that I am today and proud to be
You are helping me and now I see
And Im in love with me
In love with the light
That shined bright on me
Now that I allow
Now I want you to stay and be forever apart of my parade
Never to go
Never to fade
Dear sun Don\'t go away
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