When you\'re still in the darkness
That\'s like you were a sort of non existence
People around see you, they talk about you
But you\'re meaningless to them
It\'s like a game where some One offers you
Multiple choices and enjoys the time they\'re playing you
Like your life meant a shit
I Often ask my self
Wouldn\'t it be great to be a dog
And have the legal right to have the letal injection?
Because there is a time that being the puppet everyone wants to see in the circus is enough
I don\'t like this game
I don\'t know its purpose
Is it just for the amusement of the crowd or what
Everyday now is a waist of time
I\'m not going any further
It has been almost 2 years, 2 dam years and what
Happened?
Nothing
Somebody is always telling me
Oh you have to looks to the positive side,
Yeah, sure, I eat as I could fill my emptiness,
I\'m doing my daily tasks just for doing
And at the end of the day I still feel miserable
That\'s why I love my life só much
Because it doesn\'t matter if a door opens
It won\'t ever bring me the Joy I used to feel
Happiness is just a second and when you look
Back
Is gone.