shiv

I\'m Sorry..!

I\'m sorry!
for not talking to you all these years.
I don\'t know the reason,
Maybe because I was disillusioned,
or may be because I misjudged,
and I was imprudent.

But that day when u took me out of that savage world...the day when u saved me from sinking in that dark...the day when u made me realise that I was on wrong path....I couldn\'t stop myself....

I found myself in the memory lane,
and all divergence creating reminiscence.

Tears rolled at the pace of the emergence;
of all memories sweet and bitter.... Again I failed...then too.... you supported me... Taking the responsibility of a big bro...u held my hand and made me stand where I wanted to be.... never expected you to take it so lightly as if nothing ever happened..... And I know the reason why....! I am not a perfect person...but I will try..... I remember the days when we played cricket...and u made me run the whole time..it was the sweet time... I was fat as hell...u kept teasing me... but never was ashamed of me... I wanted to do everything u did bcz i wanted to be like u Now I sit here wondering what to do...bcz there is no one to replace u.... I know I was wrong....I know I will never be your little innocent sister...I know u will doubt my character.... but neither I am nor I was a good sister.

I\'m sorry!

Thankyou my big brother for everything you gave me...love u