vanessa wallace

Happiness

I think I worry too much about the little things in life

The little things that nobody else thinks about

What can I say?

I\'m an overthinker

I\'ll think about any and every possibility in every situation

Especially when it comes to happiness

Specifically my happiness 

It sounds absolutely ridiculous 

But I\'m fearful of being overly joyful

Because happiness is temporary

It\'s kind of like drugs

You keep searching for more intense form of happiness after you\'ve reached a peak of joy

Once you realize you can\'t reach that higher form, you become depressed

That\'s how I feel

As Isaac Newton once said:

\"What goes up must come back down\"

But I think my life has always been going in a downwards spiral.

 

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