I think I worry too much about the little things in life
The little things that nobody else thinks about
What can I say?
I\'m an overthinker
I\'ll think about any and every possibility in every situation
Especially when it comes to happiness
Specifically my happiness
It sounds absolutely ridiculous
But I\'m fearful of being overly joyful
Because happiness is temporary
It\'s kind of like drugs
You keep searching for more intense form of happiness after you\'ve reached a peak of joy
Once you realize you can\'t reach that higher form, you become depressed
That\'s how I feel
As Isaac Newton once said:
\"What goes up must come back down\"
But I think my life has always been going in a downwards spiral.
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